Is it really a disorder if you're correct in your judgment. I can't help but feel that this, more than anything, has ruined my life. I'm a guy, but I'm puny, narrow, and gangly, my legs are skinny and retarded, i have big feet, no backside, a gut, i'm juar built funny it's just the case i look like i'm 18 still because my body never grew up. I had asthma growing up and i was real late to adolescenece. Maybe this had something to do with it. Thing is, I mean, people relate to me in a certain sorta way b/c of this, and it's not their fault. Yet, I can hardly feel good about myself or people will just think i'm deluding myself, which in truth is probably what i'd be doing. I'd quit taking wellbutrin b/c it was making me so anxious, but i see now that's just something i'm gonna have to deal with. If anyone has any advice that'd be great. Not much you can say I guess, but I don't know I wake up every morning literally hating myself and my fate, i've come to the realization that i'm most likely gonna be alone the rest of the way and i worry about getting a job and acting normal b/c of this, people tend to look down on you and it's hard to deal with that's all...i'm just ...i don't know, it's humiliating really
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