I was doing sooooooooooo very good almost 3 wks not 1 cigarettes, then it hit,crying all day long,car blew up (over 600.00 to fix all that entails, 3 tickets from the hiway patrol Im to the point Im smoking again, I feel Ive let my friends and God down I feel down,discouraged and back to ............no scratch that .. below Suzare one. I was square 1 I was doing so well..................now what.pray call a pastor go into inpatient for 3 days,my little girl is all I have,neirfane told me he was so proud of me and when he seen me with a cigarette in my mouth he looked really dissappointed. I wish there were a place I could run to and just lay and be held by SOMEONE who would tell me I was going to make it,just lay there for a few hours escape maybe, but I cant stop crying every one was soooooooooooo happy I quit smoking so proud and now look at me Ive failed yet again I need your prayers and support -Jayden Suzanne all of the people in r l have problems of their own they say and have nothing to give I need someone who will be there for me and love me no mater what and I WOULD be the same way..
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