This post is an update on my physical medical situation. I can't decide if it is a blessing or a curse.
I finally had my appointment with the kidney doctor an an ultrasound on my kidneys.
The ultrasound was fine but that is the ONLY thing that was fine.
My kidney function is currently down to 38%. It was quite the shock and I am still coming to terms with the condition. Bipolar was a much easier dx to accept. I go see a nutritionist who specializes in renal food plans at the end of the month and am currently drinking a gallon of water per day and she changed my med as the allopurinol was not working for me.
Here's the thing. I use a couple of curse words in the following paragraph.
I am not telling anyone except friends I've known for 20+ years so just 4 friends and my husband and one of my sons. I'm not telling my other son nor anyone else in my or my husband's family. The reason for this is if you are treating my like crap now I don't need or want your pity nor do I want them to fake it and pretend they've changed their mind about me. I don't need the drama it would cause and I sure as hell don't need the fake emotional bullshit from others especially if they already treat me badly.
My EAP suggested I come to this site to find support, since there don't seem to be any Women's Groups in my area. So please bear with me, this is kind of my introduction post...My husband suffers from bipolar 1, childhood based PTSD and ADD. We've been together since 2005 after he helped pull me out of a different toxic relationship. Before we were married in 2013, I helped him get access to...