Well I have noticed that I have some really messed up thoughts most days. If it is not for the racing thoughts it is the thoughts of doing messed up things. Like, hitting things for no real reason just cause I want to feel something, or being mean to things just cause I can, and so on. How do I stop my mind from these thoughts? I don't know. All I know is I have them all the time and it is like I have little to no control over them. I don't no my friends just thought I would ramble my thoughts and maybe get a few answers to some of my many questions. God bless y'all and have a good night/day.
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