I am getting so tired of this going up and down for no reason. Just when I think I'm out of the woods, I get whacked with another depression. I've been hospitalized 10 times in a year and a half for med changes that the doctors can't keep up with because I cycle so fast. Today I sit in on a beautiful spring day as others run about enjoying the weather. My shades are pulled and I'm watching a movie and I'm mad I'm missing out on life I want to participate in. Why do I have to feel like this? It's exhausting getting your hopes up for 5 days and then crashing over and over and over again. Is anyone else as tired as I am?
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