My father in law died this morning and all day, I have worried sick over my husband. I had to finally come home and shower and change, and then I became very manic all of a sudden. I talked and talked, so much that my poor husband walked out of the house and disappeared. He walked off and I couldn't find him! I know he needed to be alone, but I also feel guilty because I feel like I drove him away. I am so worried he isn't going to confide in me and let me console him because of my mood swings. I hate this so much! I don't know what to do. I can't stay doped up all day, then what good am I?
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