depression has control of me.my every move and word never lets go .meds dont matter .only sleep i cant get away.who and what will set me free.how long do i have to live like this .i have been battling this since i was 11.i tryed to kill myself when i was 13 .failed .still here.fighting this demon.tired.down......killing myself isnt an option anymore i have a child .i grew up with a father who tryed to kill himself many times living hell.cant do that to my son.i have to stay. wtf...marie
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