Hi all my pc decided it did not want to connect to the internet any longer and apparently its not worth getting fixed and I cant afford a new laptop yet. So I have not been around for a little while. The thing is though I discovered I had a few problems with my breast and my doctor also found a lump. I have been waiting to go to the breast cancer clinic and got the appointment for Tuesday next. I am not coping very well and am finding I am getting easily overwhelmed. The thought of having cancer is too scary to handle. Not so much for me but how will I manage my disabled son. It was my birthday last Tuesday it was the worst birthday yet. I am very anxious , not sleeping , not eating and generally feeling terrible. I had to cancel my pdoc appointment as it was on the same day as my appointment for the breast clinic and I am not sure when I will get to see him. How can I cope with this and not go into meltdown ??
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