staying balanced is a worrisome thing for me. I tend to get real zoned in on one thing or another and i have to fight fight fight to make myself move on to the other things that i need or should want to do. lately it has been my computer. spending too much time on it. all i know to do is do the best i can with the day that i'm in. and i may get off balance but i will eventually level out. ALWAYS a battle though, always! And it can trigger a depression if I let it go to far.
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