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shen
I know some of you saw my post a couple days ago.
Damn it, I wrote to my therapist and told him how I feel, this obsession I have, but now I can't go in and talk to him. No way can I go in. I cancelled my appt. I don't feel like I can even write to him anymore. I feel totally alone.
Damn it, I wrote to my therapist and told him how I feel, this obsession I have, but now I can't go in and talk to him. No way can I go in. I cancelled my appt. I don't feel like I can even write to him anymore. I feel totally alone.
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I feel like someone just died.
I've had these conversations with therapists before. They get it. They get why we feel this way.
The thing you do need to accept is that he will not be able to reciprocate those feelings. because it is unethical.
I finally told my one t. how i felt right before he closed his practice. i sat on his couch & cried & told him he was breaking my heart.
then he told me he'd had feelings for me too.
THAT was fucked up and unethical. you don't want him telling you that. it'll fuck with yr head later on.
go see him.
Now I feel like it's just over.
Maybe I am being silly, but I don't do this. I don't get hung up on people like that. I always bail on situations that get too intense and I don't know how to go on with this one. I just wish i hadn't said anything.
my np is female, and i have this motherly/sisterly feeling about her. god, i've told her more than ANYONE including best friend's husbands.
i did, however, write her an email a while back about hearing voices and seeing things... by my next appointment, i wanted to die and was afraid to see her. but everything worked out. she didn't judge me.. just treated me the same as always.
*hugs*
Just let it ride out.
Get a box of tissues and maybe ask yourself, "What do these feelings remind me of?"
Then listen to that little voice within and listen and listen and listen.
And be prepared for the tears.
Hugs
I dont cry in front of anyone.
I just don't do that.
Am I really the only one?
SO
All the time you have spent with this person, chipping away at bits and pieces of what makes you tick, and you are just gonna drop him? Cause you feel love for a person (ok maybe its lust) that helped you specifically address your issues? I know it sucks, but tell him.... work through that one too. God knows don't be a quitter like me....sheesh, SOME of us have to make it to give hope to others
I don't really know the right thing to tell you, but just from reading what you've said, it seems like you should be comfortable w/your therapist. This relationship doesn't sound like a healthy one to me... and maybe you should try and find a new therapist, even if that seems hard right now. At least you'd have someone to talk to without having all these charged emotions to deal with.
I have muddled through all this before I guess I can do it again.
I will just miss him so much.