live with sexual addiction. about 5 yras ago I founf out I have herpes. I have told all of my partners and they have been very accepting. lat year I started datinga great guy, and ehn I told him he decided it was too much and broke up with me. About a month ago I started seeing a guy and we began a sexual relationship. I made the big mistake of not tellin him. I was too scared that the same thing would happen, and I admit I am totally in denial. I just sent him and email this morning to tell him. I couldnt do it face to face. I am such a horrible person. I was just so scared to not be wanted. I cant believe i let it get this far. Last time I was rejected I went into a horribke depressin and it took a long time to recover. I hate myself. Now i have to wait for his response.
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