Bipolar Disorder Support Group
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Before I was ill I used to drink, take drugs etc.It suited me as I wasn't alcoholic or addicted, I was just out for a party and often it would be free cos of the work I was in.
Now
However, the difficulty is in socialising with friends that have known me for ages.
When I do go out,aside from the obvious BP hang-ups, it's always easy to drink again.Tolerance was high so I'm on the shorts in no time.
It's stupid, it inhibits my meds and fucks my head.England is based on the drinking culture.There is a pub on nearly every road where I live.
Friends find it difficult NOT to buy a drink for me."JUST an OJ!!"
I'd like to be wrecked again just for one fucking night but...nah.It's like I was looking to get out of my head all the time.That's impossible now.
I don't want to avoid friends in order to avoid alcohol so I stick to being good.
What do you do.In order to remain faithful to your illness and it's demands?
Now
However, the difficulty is in socialising with friends that have known me for ages.
When I do go out,aside from the obvious BP hang-ups, it's always easy to drink again.Tolerance was high so I'm on the shorts in no time.
It's stupid, it inhibits my meds and fucks my head.England is based on the drinking culture.There is a pub on nearly every road where I live.
Friends find it difficult NOT to buy a drink for me."JUST an OJ!!"
I'd like to be wrecked again just for one fucking night but...nah.It's like I was looking to get out of my head all the time.That's impossible now.
I don't want to avoid friends in order to avoid alcohol so I stick to being good.
What do you do.In order to remain faithful to your illness and it's demands?
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You CAN'T mix it with your meds - very bad for you.
what's your favorite non-alcoholic bev?
i guess a virgin daiquiri would be too girlie, huh?
mb
Thanks, you are right.
I stay in cos of that alcohol stuff.I prefer playing my guitar and writing all day.Sad but true.
They are marvellous.All people I know have been told by me.
It's also the taste and being with women that clicks me into 'false' relaxation.
Thanks for your replies so far.I'm going out tonight with renewed determination!!
cheers
I have a pint of lager, then juices, another pint.The locals in my pub even get me pints of water now.It took time.
I've had dangerous things with drink/lithium/sleepers.
the mini ebnironment in my pub is nice but can be a bit of a surprise.I relax with a woman then she says "Oh, I may be BP too, I think!" hahaha.
"See ya later!!"
I like this bourbon someone got me..Woodford Grange Kentucky Bourbon.
I have to WATCH it!!
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