its been 3 year since i sentenced to this socal death which is bipolar. i've been hospitized. been taking my drug and its gone well for me. but i miss my deppressoin my highs. i could rely on them. i'm self medicating alot right now. instead of feeling the guilt during my low now i feel it all the time when i;m normal. i find it hard to find an outlet and just want someone whom share the same trails as me so don't have to live in my head alone.
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