I feel very strange right now. There is the part of me that is content with my husband, job (sort of), kids, house that is cleaner than it has been in ages. So much is going well. So why do I have all this anger too? I feel like poudning my fists like some little bratty kid, and it's over all these stupid things that shouldn't even bother me. How can I be so content with so much of life and still be so angry and annoyed? Is this some sort of mixed state? or am I letting meaningless triggers sidetrack me?
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