So depressed. Yes of course i've stopped smokng marijuana, im to afraid of having a horrible manic episode. I was an idiot, im so ashamed of myslf, its like i turned into a schizophrenic maniac. I ended up losing my girlfriend of 5 years, dropped out of school, and lost my job. I basically ruined my own life. So many grandiose thoughts and not sleeping I'm a fucking idiot. Now I live in shame. I just started taking prozac, lamictal and zyprexa. I'm so numb to everything I can't even cry. All I feel is shame and sadness.
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