well I am at a cross roads. I am stuck andI am trying to decide what to do. I am on the road to making all kinds of major changes. I am suppose to be on tract to move to phx in august but I am really pushing my self to move much sooner.I am thinking about moving to a one bedromm place where I can save money while my husband is at boot camp. It just makes no sence for me to stay in a 3 bedroom apt when my daughter uses my rroom anyways and I dont have the energy to clean it all much less need to use it all. If I moved I could save money probally 600 a month and I cant decide if AI want to stay here in wickenburg or move to phx. I want to start school. I want to get a job established while my husband is gone. I want to establish my daughter in a new school. I want a complete and total change. I dont want to wait til may I want to go now....what to do.,... If I ask bpo people they under the desire to have change. I have been in the same apt for nearly 4 years and it feels to long. I feel stagnet and I dont feel I can make changes here in wickenburg, but I feel tied down here. I feel like I would like to get my family to move now instead of in 5 months.... I actually would like to get john to help me move now and then go off to boot camp.... I just dont know what to do.... the saners all say to stay put and go when its planned.... UGH
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