it is so hard to hide my illness from people. i have not told many people about my having BP.most people that dont know think i am just really funny. they dont know that that is what i am like when i am manic. and the people who do know look at me funny .because they know what it is. and when i laugh just alittle too hard and have alittle too much fun they look at me funny .i can have fun and laugh and not be manic. i dont want to tell everyone about my BP .its nobodys business.i dont want them talking behind my back. i am so ashamed of it. this sucks.why does there have to be such a stigma about it. why cant people just except everyone for who they are. and not judge...
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