im jealous as hell. i have a beautifuly decorated house. ppl are constantly comparing my house to others they have been to. "oh you should see so and so's house its STUNNING" That shit pisses me off. i know its weak on my part and i play it off well. but im steaming inside. everytime i hear that shit i go out and buy more shit. im an idiot and aint rich. ill go broke trying to out do someone as far as my house....im am idiot i cant help myself. when is enough enough? why cant i be happy with what i have? it boiles my blood to think someone has something i dont. i feel like punching myself!!!!
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