I am currently on my 13th month of a 15 month deployment. I was a successful young IT professional and gave it all up for my husband. I am living in no man's land, I have no friends, and 2 kids who both desire all of me. My husband is on the other side of the world and I am in a pit of depression that I can't seem to drag myself out of. I came here seeking others like me. Will it end? Again? I have been here once before but never this low and never with children to think of. I want to be happy again. I love my Husband, and my kids, and I don't want to hurt them. But I have no one else to turn to. My mother has a psych degree and she just tells me I'm stupid if I try to talk to her, so I can't go there, so really I am looking to you all! :-) I hope I'm not alone.
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