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deleted_user
deleted_user
I find myself doubting every decision in life, is the depression?mania?meds talking or is it me? I have a decision that i've been kicking around for 7 years always the same answer but I doubt myself.
colella
colella
before i starting taking meds i would have to say i was sure about everything. crazy choices i made though. but when i was depressed i wanted to die and when i was on a high i thought i was the unstopable queen and knew what i wanted. then the meds came and i feel lost. im walking the earth at the moment unsure what i am meant to be doing with life. this could just mean though i need to enter another phase of treatment. what ever that is
deleted_user
deleted_user
I'm that way as well. It's hard to define who I really am when I am as I should be. So when I'm feeling out of sorts (too high or low) I try to remember myself as I should be and think of her. It rarely works though. My memory sucks when I'm up or down. But yeah, I completely understand on this one.
deleted_user
deleted_user
I used to just barge ahead and make spur of the moment decisions sure that I was thinking clearly...and I ran up over $50,000 in debt. Now I'm diagnosed, on meds, and scared to death to even go to the grocery store.
I used to be able to decorate where ever we lived..now I'm diagnosed and I'm scared that if I put something on a wall, it will be all wrong.
Yeah, I guess you could say I'm very self-doubting.
roseypeach
roseypeach
I feel the same way. I hate having to make decisions, especially the kind that have extenuating consequences. I think it's because my ex and my mother always took pot shots at me and criticized my ability to make sound decisions.
deleted_user
deleted_user
I'm not good with decisions, unless they're bad ones. Then, I'm excellent at making them.
deleted_user
deleted_user
Well I'm in a bad marriage, she cheated etc etc. and I know I need to leave. I found something that I posted in my journal that makes sense so......
deleted_user
deleted_user
I need to move on with my life but I'm finding it very difficult. My ex gf that I live with used to handle big decisions for me. Now that we're broken up, I have to make decisions by myself and it's terrifying. I'm always questioning my decisions. This side of BP is terribly frightening. I doubt that I can make the right decisions.
peace, teresa
deleted_user
deleted_user
ttatum= I'm kinda scared of that too, but I need out! I'm starting to have fantasies about just dissapearing
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