My DH is always trying to use my BP as a reason for why He can't deal with me. 2 years ago he threw me in the bathtub and broke my nose in front of my 4 yr old. He claimed his "counselor" wrote a letter to the judge saying it was due to "caring for me and my bipolar". Thing is he has never cared for me. I have always had to be supermom and superwoman. When I was hospitalized for a suicide hold, He told me "why did you do this to ME? I can't trust you now." It was like he had to care for our 2 kids for 2 days and it was MY fault! He didn't even come and get me on release day...my mom did with my kids. I thought he cared for me;2 months before my hospital stay...I was in a day therapy program and on family day he came in there upset that I wasn't getting better treatment...like he was sticking up for me. I went to school for psychology and so many red flags have gone up on his abuse, but nothing i could really prove...because I am "crazy". After that one domestic, he has been very careful to only be emotionally and verbally abusive...which is impossible to prove. Anyone have any ideas on how I can stay sane within my cage?
Posts You May Be Interested In
A friend sent this to me..As far as I can see, grief will never truly end.It may become softer overtime, more gentleand some days will feel sharp.But grief will last as long as Love does - ForeverIt's simply the way the absence of your loved onemanifests in your heart. A deep longing accompaniedby the deepest Love some days. The heavy fog mayreturn and the next day, it may recede.Once again, it's...
Today is my 25th birthday, to my somewhat lack of surprise I can see already no one really seems to care. I've always been the kinda person to make sure that everyone I Care about feels appreciated and knew somebody had their back. I can count 4 times this year when I Went out of my way to make sure a "friend" felt good on their birthday, especially if they got left hanging. Its early in the...