Beat themselves up over thoughts or feelings you had while depressed? I woke up this morning feeling awful and just wanted to crawl under a rock and die. All day I was trying to function, but just wanted my kids to go away. Thinking of them did absolutely nothing to help. I found that thinking about my relationship with dobie seemed to keep the death thoughts out. So, my kids go home I take a nap and wake up feeling better. Except now feeiling bad that I wanted my kids to go away. Also that I wasn't able to be on here to talk with dobie today. Feeling bad that I couldn't just put my feelings aside and focus on others that are important in my life.
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