I've having a hard time controlling my emotions and I can't sleep. My mind's racing. I ran out of all my meds except the Buspar. I go from being estastic to feeling like dog shit in less then a minute. Oddly, I'm not tired even though I haven't slept. I'm seriously wired, it's like I got 50 Frappochinos from Starbucks or something. I can't see my doctor or therapist either. (I'm out of my home state)
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