I just got an email from one of the guys that I used to have wild kinky sex with last time I was manic...... Even though I'm really depressed, now I'm really horny. My problem is that he's married. Since I got stable I promised myself I wouldn't see him. But it's been so long since I've had sex with another person. One word from me and I could be having great sex tonight..... What to do...... what to do.....
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hi first off I know everyone is different and a support group can’t diagnose me. I have a problem I’m not sure if I have one thing or many. So growing up I was brutally bullied in school. This sounds weird but Since about 3rd grade I kinda created a fantasy in my head, it started with me thinking I was a horse, or a lion, then as I got older it was stuff like I’m a famous musician, actor....
And the rollercoaster continues. Bipolar type 2 is so exhausting. Thursday I was beyond maniac it was absolutely amazing I love being maniac. Then the crash. The severe depression. The loneliness that grows and overwhelms everything. And then for a few hours back up I felt great. Now back down with a crash. I feel like a black hole. All empty. Idk. Goodbye I guess.