I'm new to this group. It's 11am EST and I am sitting here crying and drinking wine. BiPolar 101, right? Diagnosed in 2011, I fought for 3 year with my PDOC about my diagnosis. He retired in June 2018 and I haven't found anyone to replace him. I am 53 this Friday and am a rapid cycler. Perimenapausal. The perfect storm for something bad to happen. I told my son that he and his sister tether me to this world but sometimes I feel so tired of being on this rollercoaster!
My treatment is Abilify+Zoloft, zolpidem and Xanax as needed. Is it working? I don't think so but I am scared to change regimens or go on a mood stabilizer.
Then, new therapist dumped me because I missed an appointment (with notice). Sigh...sweat drop... I am trying to cope but need some encouragement.
I would appreciate any virtual hugs, encouragement, etc., people can send.
is there anyone's partner who is obsessed over using their laptop? My husband can spend quite a number of hours using his I actually refer to it as the 'other woman' or call it 'lappy' as he is with it more than me. He can be on it for about 3/4 hours in the evening after having his food or when I am with him he is using it and I feel caught between it and him its very frustrating and I find it...
I was scared out of my City region back in 2000. It has changed me. I was falusly accused of something in college. That was the start of my change.Later after college I ran away from my region. I got scared and came back. I got angry at tricks played on me. I was angry at the shadows. Currently, I don't like myself. I will never have a girlfriend. I'm afaid to let anyone close .Also I am older...