Bipolar Disorder Support Group

Bipolar disorder is not just a single disorder, but a category of mood disorders marked by periods of abnormally high energy and euphoria, often accompanied by bouts of clinical depression. This is the place to talk about your experience with bipolar disorder, learn from others' experiences, and find support.

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RLSBuddy
RLSBuddy

Hi!


I'm new to this group.  It's 11am EST and I am sitting here crying and drinking wine.  BiPolar 101, right? Diagnosed in 2011, I fought for 3 year with my PDOC about my diagnosis.  He retired in June 2018 and I haven't found anyone to replace him.  I am 53 this Friday and am a rapid cycler.  Perimenapausal. The perfect storm for something bad to happen.  I told my son that he and his sister tether me to this world but sometimes I feel so tired of being on this rollercoaster!


My treatment is Abilify+Zoloft, zolpidem and Xanax as needed. Is it working? I don't think so but I am scared to change regimens or go on a mood stabilizer. 


Then, new therapist dumped me because I missed an appointment (with notice). Sigh...sweat drop... I am trying to cope but need some encouragement.


I would appreciate any virtual hugs, encouragement, etc., people can send. 

Community LeaderSunCloudJD
SunCloudJD
Welcome to the group RLS...….

HRT works very well and very quickly... Literally overnight … I would see your family doctor and that can help with menopausal symptoms


As nice as a glass of wine can be it can really hurt people with BP as it's a depressant …… Big hug


There are some great people onboard.... I'm glad that you've found us.....xo
GinaWonder
GinaWonder
Welcome aboard! There is great support here and encouragement - but most of all - you are not alone!!!! ((((BIG HUG)))))
RLSBuddy
RLSBuddy
Thank you both. Took a bit of a nap and feel a little better and more positive. I just get so tired of being bipolar.
mlr0853
mlr0853
Hi and Welcome...yup the rapid cycle and menopause...not a 'happy' mixture...been there done that and did survive...although thinking my son didn't like being around me much...I didn't like being around me either!...Pre-Happy Birthday
keepswimming
keepswimming
Hi RLS I’m on the same boat. Actually my Dr just changed my appointment to Monday to get me on the pellets for bio identical hormones therapy. I’m praying that with help. My labs came back with very low numbers and the problems I’m having supposedly the hormones will help. Something has to give. I’m turning 53 in Feb. so anyways happy birthday and I’m sending my support and hug your way. Namaste.and welcome
irishwriter
irishwriter
big hugs and welcome. sorry to hear you are having such a rough time. it is difficult when our children are the only tether to this earth. am right beside you. hope things improve for you.
Jenniferswe
Jenniferswe
Welcome to DS. I cry a lot, too. I had a Medication Adjustment. which is brutal.

You're among friends here. Hugs.
TC40
TC40
Welcome. I had a hysterectomy at 34 due to having cancer. I wasn’t allowed hormones to a blood clot that formed after my surgery. I went into instant menopause. It was hell. I feel for ya!! It will get easier. If they are handing out HRT, TAKE IT!! Even though the hot flashes have gone away, I have severe issues with dryness.
RLSBuddy
RLSBuddy
Thanks to all of you for your kind words and encouragement. Trying to take all of the right steps: seeing PCP next week; called to find new PDOC; therapy scheduled for mid-February. Our healthcare system is wacky - trying to navigate in this frame of mind is making me (more) crazy. On a positive note, I talked to my husband who is super-supportive. I let him know all that is going on with me and he just held me, which was nice.
irishwriter
irishwriter
glad to hear it. being just held helps so much, thanks for update.
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