i made this account because i hope this reaches someone who can understand. I feel immense shame and guilt over my past behavior while manic. I have ruined relationships with friends and family members, gotten tattoos that i dont want, done things that make me cringe. The weight of the self hatred gets to be too much sometimes. I feel like a burden. Nobody understands. I hate myself today. 

Our great friend OlderC could really use some love and support right now...  She's hit a rough patchBig squishy hug Kat... I  hope that you start to feel better really soon.... xo