Well the upswing of mania from friday has finally peaked and my on off boyfriend is now drinking after the angry aftermath of my wrath. I was enjoying the mania today but of course it has to morph into this ugly thing called anger. Why is it the depression has to be so much longer than the happy mania, happy mania never lasts long before turning into the raging lunatic. At least angry doesn't feel so deadening as the depression, thats the only positive I guess. What will tommorrow bring?! sigh
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