who seems to think i dont have a life? I mean, everyday....same thing. I wake up, ck DS, feed my son breakfast, sit on my couch, clean....its like the same thing everyday. I watch the same cartoons everyday and everything. I feel like no one even calls. I have no adult convo unless it is here or myspace. The bad partis, I dont even get messages on myspace anymore. I feel like a lil tug boat in a big ole ocean and no ships in site. I have no purpose other then my son. But even we can only ttalk so much about spongebob or timmy turner. ugh! The last three days were great other then the no sleep. At least I didnt have the depression thoughts and the no purpose in life thoughts. I hate life .....I hate the ups and the downs, I hate having no friends, I hate having no family other then my dad. I cant even see my dad, he is a few hrs away. I hate everything about me, and my stupid exsintance I call life. Am I the only one??? what do I do>
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