I need help. I haven't been diagnosed with Bipolar but I have a lot of the symtoms. I'm not saying that just because either. I really do think I have bipolar. It's either bipolar or maybe I just think these things because there is just something else wrong with me. All I know is that ppl aren't suppose to think this way and feel this way. Ever since a couple years ago I've been feeling more depressed and then I would get into fights with my family and then the next day I would be happy like nothing ever happened. Sometimes I have thoughts of just ending it all because then I wouldn't have to deal with life. I could just sleep forever. I'm broke and I can't even afford to visit a doctor let alone make an appointement. I don't know what to do. Life isn't cheap. I'm trying to live life but sometimes I just don't want to bother. On top of all that. My sisters use this site too. So If I keep bipolar as a community they are going to be thinking I'm nuts or something worse. If you have any advice for me please leave a note here. What do you think I should do?
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