I'm getting more and more wired as the days go by not sleeping much at all head going 100 miles hour . just noticed my eyes are dialated never seen them like this . cant seem to drink enough water my nose is ice cold .smoking one cig after anther but feel fine been in a great mood hubby & kids loved the big meal I cooked my 6yr old is having a ball playing with mommy she's glad old mommy is back. In the last three yrs I've been to myself most the time or in bed . enen my teeth are cool they hurt . I'm starting to like thie but my hubby said tonight your manic.am i manic or just getting back to my old self? I came off all meds 3 weeks ago been doing fine feel great feel happy I dont wont to be manic cause that means I'm gonna crash sone and end up back in hosp .Ya'll been here?
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