I already deal w/ depression and was diagnosed a couple of years ago. They put me on meds but nothing ever really did anything. I got pregnant and all of my symptoms disappeared until after I had my son. Now everything has slowly came back and it's escalated to a point that I feel like I'm walking around in a constant fog. I almost always feel depressed but then it seems like the slightest thing goes wrong and it sends me into an all out rage. I'll be like that anywhere from 5 minutes to a couple of hours. When that's over I go straight back to being depressed. I hardly ever feel happy anymore and on the rare occasion that I do it doesn't seem real. It's almost like a fake happiness mixed w/ feeling hyper and anxious. I so scared because I don't know what's wrong w/ me. I'm afraid to say anything to my fiance because he already thinks I'm just crazy. I just want to find out if I really am bipolar or not before I say anything to him.
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