I know that things get a little hectic around our house and I just wanted to do something nice for my DH and so i got a card and left it for him to find this morning.He came back upstairs and laid down for a sec and said whats with the card? and I just said I wanted you to know I love you .Then he left for work and we exchanged emails and I asked how he liked the card and he said it was sweet but it caught him off gaurd.If he had left me a card just because I would have at least said thank you.Hell it would make my day.I just wanted him to know I appreciate him and love him.UURRGGHH.Now I feel stupid for doing it and I don't know ....This is ruining my day.It shouldn't he probably appreciates it but feels weird or something.I have a tendency to let my mind take over and I will have him hating me before the day is over.I don't want to bring it up again b/c he will get all defensive and ruin ANY goodwill or warmth the card brought.I thnk I am just going to go back to bed.:(
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