Bipolar Disorder Support Group
Bipolar disorder is not just a single disorder, but a category of mood disorders marked by periods of abnormally high energy and euphoria, often accompanied by bouts of clinical depression. This is the place to talk about your experience with bipolar disorder, learn from others' experiences, and find support.

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is anyone else unable to live alone?
i basically have doctor's orders than i can't live alone at this point in my recovery or whatever they want to call it. because i've been too impulsive and suicidal in the past. so. the marriage thing's over so now i live with my parents again. i try to live down the stigma of that.
anyway this weekend coming up they will both be out of town and i feel evil & weird like, ooooh i could hatch my plot!
just weird. how quick the thinking changes.
i basically have doctor's orders than i can't live alone at this point in my recovery or whatever they want to call it. because i've been too impulsive and suicidal in the past. so. the marriage thing's over so now i live with my parents again. i try to live down the stigma of that.
anyway this weekend coming up they will both be out of town and i feel evil & weird like, ooooh i could hatch my plot!
just weird. how quick the thinking changes.
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So yeah I get you. I live at home with my mother, after a four year run at it on my own. it took 3 years to rebuild my life, and one relationship and a year to be destitute and living at my mothers house in a shit town. I may never recover.
But I went out and got a job.I am trying, and even within that that damn sef destruction keeps popping in and biting my ass. I hate it, but I am not going to quit this time. If I do, I will die.
So for today at least, I am going to try, cause I am just not willing to give it up.
but fuck it. i got out there & i have a job too. it does help, working.
i hate telling them i'm not safe because they see improvement in me and i don't want them to see how much i still struggle. yeah i realize that's fucked up and i need to get over trying to please my parents, but it's tough.
I'm glad you have a cousin that can come stay this weekend, and I'm even more glad that you have a loving family that supports you!
Lol..what a wimp but the 3 years I spent back at home were some of the happiest of my life. Mum and Dad treated me very differently and I got on especially well with my Mum, going with her to her flower demos and WI and all sorts of things. I treasre those memories now.
peace, teresa