so i have major social issues... so bad to the point that if my boyfriend says "hey, want to go out tonight?" i immediately start panicking.... i'm talking full blown panic attacks.... even tho we aren't going out for HOURS, i'll sit and panic for the rest of the day until its time to go out. does this happen to anyone? and for some reason, it only happens when we go out at night. if we go out during the day, i'm fine... its just going out at night, bars, clubs, whatever... i start freaking out. i hate it! i want to be able to be social (even tho i don't drink) and have fun with people.... but NOOOOO i'm a big fucking loser who hides inside from life, whos too scared to go out and have fun cuz god forbid somethings going to happen. AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH! please tell me i'm not alone in this. why the fuck does this happen?????
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