feeling blah...afraid to open up.. can't talk to hubby or friends.. want to talk to someone about what is going on in this head of mine...therapy session canceled..can't get in until feb 19..last time i seen her was 3 jan...have this urge to scream to someone right in their face...feeling full of hate boiling on simmer but could boil over anytime....afraid to open up just cant seem to get past the fear of being thrown into hospital..cuz i haven't taken my meds for awhile....i wish i could pin point the stressor and trigger that is causing this ......
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