Lately I've felt like I was five again. I sleep with a lamp on the closet door shut tight and jump nearly screaming at every noise in the night. I am also really jumpy when I go into our basement to do laundry. Whenever I go into stores, public or w/e I have these images go through my head of everyone around me getting killed somehow. I've started sleep walking having night terrors and I dont understand it all. I mean growing up I had these fears but I grew out of them or at least I thought I did.... why all the sudden am I afraid of everything???
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I've been pretty stable the last few months. I haven't had a depressive episode in months and no hypomania. My meds really seem to be working. I was substitute teacher last school year but I recently found a part time job as a paraprofessional and I am happy with a set schedule. I'm doing so well and I hope it continues. My kids see a huge change in me and are proud of how well I am doing.
Ephesians 4:29 New Life Version (NLV)29 Watch your talk! No bad words should be coming from your mouth. Say what is good. Your words should help others grow as Christians.