Lately I've felt like I was five again. I sleep with a lamp on the closet door shut tight and jump nearly screaming at every noise in the night. I am also really jumpy when I go into our basement to do laundry. Whenever I go into stores, public or w/e I have these images go through my head of everyone around me getting killed somehow. I've started sleep walking having night terrors and I dont understand it all. I mean growing up I had these fears but I grew out of them or at least I thought I did.... why all the sudden am I afraid of everything???
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Psalm 141:3 New Life Version (NLV)3 O Lord, put a watch over my mouth. Keep watch over the door of my lips.
So I got laid off over the phone this week. It was a total surprise but they could have shown up to do it. Luckily I work in health care so finding a job won't take months I'm hoping. But I still worry, not sleeping well and it's getting to my family. I'm so tired and this is just grinding me down.