i take up to 8 25mg of antihistamines a day. the second i wake up if i don't have class i pop some to go right back to sleep. i can't shake this depression. i'm on lamictal (4 weeks now) and i go to counseling once a week. but i'm still not improving. i'm still hung up on my ex...who dumped me three weeks ago (went out for over 2 years). i still love him ridiculously much so...and i feel so freaking empty without him. i don't enjoy anything anymore. i don't care about anything anymore. i'm just so sad.
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