i have gotten addicted to anything that will make me feel good - esp. benzos. my psych dr. now is saying if i don't get clean she won't be my dr. anymore. she isn't the one giving me these particular drugs so it's not like she is having to cover her ass. am trying to taper off as she is going to do drug screens on me. problem is i like getting stoned and don't want to quit much less b/c of a threat from the damn dr. she wants me to go to detox which we call the local mental hospital hell hole, but i know also that if i don't get my psych drugs, i'll end up there anyway. any advice?
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