I dont know if anyonehere has ever been in a study i was in one in upmc for a yr i came out worse than i started i wasnt suicidal b4 i went in but became so whileinvolved with all the medication changes and dosages they actually told me to crush lithium once cuz i was having a reaction to a med and i couldnt swallow i got really sick and had a horrible metallic taste in my mouth 4 days then i quit and have been drug free for 16mos now im crashing again ive just been battlin this last year on my own
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