I have severe abandonment issues and feel like everyone leaves me at some point or another. Most come back but it makes me feel so alone in this world. I never know if I'm going to do or say something to cause people to leave. Its not always people being selfish. My bestfriend had to shut me out for a few months because her concern and worrying about me was affecting the way she cared for her children. I didn't understand at the time but I do now. She wasn't being a bad friend but instead she was being a good mother. I was so out of control. I'm back on my meds and everything is better at times. My friend is back in my life along with her wonderful husband and 2 beautiful daughters. But I still feel people abandoning me. I don't come from a broken home so I don't think these are childhood issues. It just seems everyone leaves me at some point and I'm left alone. I don't know if this is a bipolar issue or something else. Is it all in my head?
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