I cried all the way to work today,by the time I started working I had suicidal thoughts racing through my brain.I was horrified to think that I was willing to kill myself right there and then.The disturbing thoughts lasted all morning then by lunch time they magicly dissapeared.They resurfaced when I went home and lasted another few hours and now I feel a lot better but a little traumatised.What's wrong with me!? I'm on my full dose of meds.
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