So I just found out I have Bipolar Disorder so now I'm trying to learn everything I can about it. I just have a quick question about 1 way I feel a lot and I'm just wondering if that is my bipolar or just my personality. Ok so in every situation I always worry about everyone before myself and if something goes wrong I blame myself even if it's not my fault. For example on Thursday I had to get emergency surgery on my stomach and I had to call my parents who were 6 hours away and they drove home to see me and I felt horrible that they had to drive that far to see me. I didn't even worry about myself needed to have surgery asap. I was mad at upset because everyone had to rush into the hospital to see me. Also my boyfriend has been taking care of me since I got out of the hospital and I feel horrible asking him to do anything. He keeps telling me he wants to and its no problem but then I feel like he's just saying that and he doesn't really mean it. Everyone keeps telling me that I need to take care of myself and worry about myself before everyone else and it's not my job to worry about anyone else but I just feel selfish if I think about myself first. Is this feeling part of my Bipolar Disorder or is it just me? Does anyone else feel like that?
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