The world is a scary place. Last year there were a group of people in my area breaking into cars and stealing valuables. Just last week a man was arrested for raping several women in my area. One attack occurred in the park less than a mile from my home. And my next door neighbor was just arrested for attempting to lure a teen to meet for sex. The “teen” was an undercover cop. I am afraid to walk my dog in broad daylight. I am afraid to be home alone even with my parents pitbulls. Who are sweet as pie by the way but very protective. I am afraid of coming home from work at 10:30 pm and being attacked in my driveway. I am afraid to open the garage door and finding someone lurking there waiting for me. I am afraid of the dark. I now sleep with a light on. I won’t even go out to smoke a cigarette on my back deck because the yard is so dark even with the back light on. I am afraid. Crime is getting closer and closer to home and I am afraid
I'm trying to live one day at a time and not worry so muchhow future activities will go. Feel very irritated now.
In my life, I have encountered stuff that I wish I hadn't. Although, I wouldn't change anything, it affects me to this day. Growing up I was mentally abused by my dad and that realy hurt and stuck with me through out my life. Growing up, I didn't have anixtey, it wasn't until just these few past years that it has become noticable. The anixety that I feel is just almost pointless anixety. For...