The world is a scary place. Last year there were a group of people in my area breaking into cars and stealing valuables. Just last week a man was arrested for raping several women in my area. One attack occurred in the park less than a mile from my home. And my next door neighbor was just arrested for attempting to lure a teen to meet for sex. The “teen” was an undercover cop. I am afraid to walk my dog in broad daylight. I am afraid to be home alone even with my parents pitbulls. Who are sweet as pie by the way but very protective. I am afraid of coming home from work at 10:30 pm and being attacked in my driveway. I am afraid to open the garage door and finding someone lurking there waiting for me. I am afraid of the dark. I now sleep with a light on. I won’t even go out to smoke a cigarette on my back deck because the yard is so dark even with the back light on. I am afraid. Crime is getting closer and closer to home and I am afraid
I had a day of ups and downs, while taking care of workand then chores at home. I sat down in front of the TV and I just feltungrounded. A lot of anger energy but mostly just felt ungrounded, out of controland the word that came to mind was incompetent. Naming my feeling kind of gave mesome ground to stand on - but do you guys feel ungrounded ever and just super energeticwithout so much sense...
You don’t know what ANIXIETY is UNTIL YOU TRY TO LIVE IN THIS FUCKING WORLD BEING DEAF. This is 2018 and 99% of all Businesses and Corporations DO NOT HAVE ONLINE CHAT FOR FUCKING DEAF CUSTOMERS. ONLY A PHONE NUMBERA FUCKING PHONE NUMBER FOR DEAF CUSTOMERS TO CALL