Lately I've been having shifting moods while I'm on my meds. Like, dramatically shifting moods. One second I'm bouncing off the walls happy, the next second I have violent urges, the next I'm crying my eyes out. Well, to make things worse, I stopped taking my meds. Everything was really peachy until Thursday night when I had complete breakdown. My husband and I got into a (stupid) fight. It ended up me starting to have urges to cut myself and I almost acted on them. I told him about it and my cousin's gf (who is also bp) came over for some crisis intervention. I'm so tired of being bp. I'm tired of dealing with this stuff and I'm tired of having to live on meds to survive day to day life. I see my doc on Thursday and we are changing my meds.
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