in 77 days my baby will be full term, I can have my cancer treated, and can go back on my meds. I have been SOOO temped to sneek into my fiance's xanax, just to get some relief from the constant cycling that takes place every day. I haven't done it, but I have had to fight myself not to. I just keep thinking, "soon. Very soon."
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