does anyone know anything about cutting. i just cant seem to stop. today i'm telling myself when i get to 100 cuts i'll stop. am at 90, but i also told myself this at 50! it is a completely alien thing for me to do as am phobic about wounds etc.. just wish i could stop. have tried the ice, rubber band, diverting, xanax. waiting five mins and so on and on. help
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