When I did go to bed this morning...I always listen to my mp3 with earphones.....I awoke at 6:45am to this song that I've heard a million times...but never listened to the words....I always go to sleep with the music to escape....but for some reason when this song came on I was WIDE AWAKE....listening to the words so clearly like I've never done before...".EVERYDAY IS THE FIRST OF THE REST OF YOUR LIFE" is the one part that kept playing over and over.....I cried so hard...and I'm so Thankful I DIDN'T DIE...".DON'T TELL ME IF I'M DYING.......CAUSE I DON'T WANT TO KNOW..."....When I went back to sleep for an hour or so...that was the most peaceful rest I've had in so long.......Listen to the song if you've never heard it....".ANGELS ON THE MOON.." .. by...THRIVING IVORY....Thank You again for all of the Support....I Am Alive.
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