I just wanted to take a sec and introduce myself. I am 29 and have been diagnoised with Bipolar about 5 yrs ago, and had been pretty stable for a while. About a year ago I had weight loss surgery and have not been stable since and it is getting worse. My depression is causing horrible thoughts of suicide but I know that I can't because of my beautiful daughter, I am all she has! I am married but that is a whole other stress that I can't even begin to describe. I work full time but wish I didn't. Even though I like my job and the people I work with I always have this underlying feeling that they all hate me and my boss is out to get me fired. I have lost 75# and that is more than what the doc expected but I want to lose so much more and the pressure of that is on my mind every minute of everyday, along with my financial issues. Just everything is falling down around me! Thanks for listening!
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