Today would have been the day that my ex and I set aside to get married. Its been on my mind all day, and I can't take it. He has called several times today. Our song came on the radio when driving back from walmart. I went to walmart today, to get some water, and ended up getting box cutter replacements. The urge has been there since last night, but I am trying to fight it, and trying not to push my current boyfriend completely away, but my way of coping when things get to bad, is to push everyone away. Today just seems to be a bad day. I wish I had someone here to hug me...Just a friendly hug, that is all.
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