when you hurt so bad that all you can do is think about how wonderful death would be? When you don't want to commit suicide or are not brave enough to do so, but just wish the pain would finally take you. What do you do when you have no one you can talk to or turn to for help? I cannot tell my doctor at the clinic bc her solution to everything is to lock you away in the mental hospital for a few weeks. I cannot go back to that place. I would rather die. It doesn't help anyway. It only makes things worse bc then my employer has to know why I was gone for so long. Then once they know I am mentally ill, they make my life hell so I will quit. I have to work to support my family. I need help. I need someone to talk to. I need some relief. I hurt so bad and I am so tired of all this pain and chaos.
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